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recorded and written in 2011-2012 when i was broke, in between coffee shops and other shitty places while living in my car.

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released January 1, 2012

devon aviles

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Track Name: Fuck The World
fuck the world
fuck god
fuck my heart
Track Name: This Aint Fair
it starts like those days you know you have when you wake up
on the wrong side of the floor and ask yourself whats up
you then know that no ones on your side and thats allright
you look yourself in the eye and say today is a good day to die
thats what i really want to do most of the time
you know that everything in the world aint shifting right

you see what it means to me
to tell the world youre all wrong

said i dont know where to go and it dont make no difference
traveling alone down the same old road and i am my only friend
whats a guy gotta do to see what he really wants to find
what the fuck is the next best thing than ending my own life

fuck this aint fair
damn the ones that lead me here
this assault im well prepared
ill kill the world no one to spare

tried to find god long ago but only found myself
the birds and bees they bite and sting but never kiss and tell

im so wasted dont be mad at me
im degraded its so sad to see
im a god but this is blasphemy
reciting all the words of poetic tragedy

fuck this aint fair
damn the ones that lead me here
this assault im well prepared
ill kill the world no one to spare

in the shadow of my soul
Track Name: Strange Days
its been a long time since i felt whole
i could kill myself and laugh it off
come back from the dead all battle torn
as the general of dichotomy
light me up i need my fix
makes me feel like i give a shit
cuz i found out love dont exist
its the nature of humanity

do or not there is no try
i would love to watch you die
but i see stars in both my eyes

oh forget it you just dont get it do you

ill go away right now
farewell i wave to these strange strange days

im tired working and being a slave
and getting on home at the end of the day
breaking my back for dead end pay
with nothing left to spend on me
stupid girls and shitty friends
make me feel like pain never ends
if tragedy is just a phase in the end
ill capitalize on misery

do or not there is no try
i would love to watch you die
but i see stars in both my eyes

ill go away right now
farewell i wave to these strange strange days
Track Name: Suicide Escape
ill die alone while no one knows my name
bitter cold and silent gold a midas touch of fate

outside my body yeah im spinning around away
ill spill like acid rain to permeate your brain
this life is justified by none other than death
bout time i killed myself or kill all of the rest

ill die alone while no one knows my name
bitter cold and silent gold a midas touch of fate
dead forever never to feel pain
constant loss its time to stop this neverending pain

am i just paralyzed or overwhelmed by fate
i often fantasize a suicide escape
trapped in the thrill of aggression regarded
dance on the heels of passion so lawless
walk on the side of constant divide
no stability tranquility a lie

ill die alone while no one knows my name
bitter cold and silent gold a midas touch of fate
dead forever never to feel pain
constant loss its time to stop this neverending pain
Track Name: Despair
think fast dont kill me slow
ideal nowhere to go
its last call i didnt know

looked for love but found despair
but in the end i dont care
im turning up the volume
dont hear me yet but you will soon

dont kill me slow